Real life happens again....
What does that mean exactly? It used to mean something different to me than it does now. I used to accept what normal was and then the opposite was the "unexpected". I am not quite so sure these days. You see, God has been taking me thru the back door lately and giving me a backstage tour on what He wants for me. I am floored that He desires to do something good. Why would I feel that way? I have been living in existence for so long that to do more than day-to-day is my new "normal". I am listening Lord... that used to be followed by a long silence and then a "whenever you are ready Lord?" These past few months God has been showing me a different approach. I am starting to realize that He is giving shorter directions and expecting me to act on them....now....now" He is starting to let me see my actions contribute to His plan, not some general make the world a better place, and it will all get better in the end, smile and be happy, blah blah b...